on my own

I think I've come to the realization that I'll never be able to play music in a band again unless I do it myself. Write the music, the words, sing it myself, etc. I love Josh to death but he'll never commit to anything seriously enough for me. He has MUCH more musical ability than I do. But I'd rather make crappy music by myself than no music at all. Add recording my own album to the long list of things I plan to do before the summer is out. If I learn how to use a 4-track well enough, I'll try the Album In A Day project.